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Will everyday ever stop being a battle? Will I ever be allowed to just be? Im sad Im angry Im happy Im alone Im loved Im feared Im hated. But most of all Im just numb. I dont know if thats good or bad anymore. I regret so much that it hurts to breathe most of the time. The ledge those pills the knives all look a little bit more inviting right now. Im trapt in a cycle I dont want of my own doing. I didnt have to rush. I didnt have to leave.I didnt have to....I chose to. Look at where its got me. Im so broken I cant tell one emotion from the other. I dont know how I should feel or at least act to feel anymore. I dont know anything and its all my own doing. Its all my fault and there is nothing I can do to change it anymore. I can smile and bare it though. Its what I deserve isnt it? For being stupid I deserve what I get. I should shut up and smile and stop complaining. I got just where I wanted to go. The middle of nowhere. I just had to learn the hard way. So I'll deal with it. I dont have a choice. Not anymore.
Choices Choices
"Just stop being gay!" "Being gay is a choice!" "You should just marry a woman instead!" I normally don't pay to much attention to these kind of comments. But it seems here lately I keep running into them. So according to some people I should be able to be straight, no problem. I can just do it. So I want to ask a very important question well...its more like a request really. Go try to be gay for a week. If it is so easy to change and it is a choice, choose to be gay for one week. I want to see someone actually back up their claim for once. If this is something that one can control then being gay for a week won't hurt you. Because you can alw
Rape Is Not A Women's Problem
Today I am going to talk about rape. And I am not talking about women who get raped. Thats right, not women. I am going to talk about men instead. I want to know where the programs and advocates are for us. Or do you think men don't get raped? Or is possibly because our numbers are lower that we suddenly don't matter? I get it I do, its terrible and many women do not come forward or are afraid but let me tell you, its hard for us too. When a man is raped, the likelihood of him reporting it is very low. Why? Because of the "be a MAN" standards that are set, if you have been raped then you are not a man, because a REAL man wouldn't let that ha
You should never...
I keep seeing people say "You should never wish rape on anyone, no matter what they did, it puts you on their level!"
Not true. I do wish rape on my rapist. He would deserve it. In fact he would deserve more. And no to be right on his level I would have to:
Tie him up for days
Starve him
Beat him with all manner of objects while he is tied up
Burn him
Cut him
Put various objects inside him
Rape him
Threaten to throw his infant children into a pot of boiling hot water and force him to tell me how much he likes all the previous things
And finally beat him so badly that his kidneys become to damaged to function properly, leading to nee
-I don't hate gays, just their lifestyle.-
I have something to say, sort of a PSA if you will. MY SEXUALITY IS NOT A LIFESTYLE. So saying "Oh I don't hate gays just their lifestyle." Does not opt you out of being offensive. A lifestyle is something you choose, a way of life you CHOSE for yourself. I did not CHOOSE to be gay. No I don't care what you BELIEVE about gay people. I am not a unicorn you do not get to decide what is true or not true about me based on belief. Are we clear on this now? Maybe? Just a little fucking bit?
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